Anyone thats followed us for a while will know we have had a bit of a rubbish year so far, our IVF journey was a rocky one with so many highs and a big low as we eventually lost our pregnancy. A big part of us getting through this as been focusing on relaxation and taking time out to remember there is still so much for us to be grateful for. When @Spa at the Manor House Hotel invited us for a spa day we really weren’t expecting it to be this great! If you’re looking to treat yourself or someone special to a bit of head space, this place wont disappoint 😍

This isn’t an ad, they didn’t ask us to go - but Leo LOVES it here and we needed to do something fun today. We were shocked it is just £12 to get in for the full day mid week! We actually went to the Rother Valley Gullivers on Saturday and took advantage of the £13.50 afternoon rate - but this was £12 for the whole day! It’s crazy how getting out and having fun can really change your whole mindset on a situation. What felt like the end of the world yesterday now just feels like a minor inconvenience, one that has almost certainly happened for a reason and one that doesn’t change anything in our life. My heart feels so full and grateful at the moment for all the wonderful things we have ❤️

Summer so far has been a weird one. We’ve visited some amazing places, had some fantastic opportunities, enjoyed festivals and time together - to the outside we are living the dream, and i guess you could say we are. But behind closed doors we have experienced loss, disapointment and difficulty with fertility and health. I havent been able to give the right amount of time to social media as i have been struggling with grief, anxiety and burn out for most of the year. You’d never know it from the videos you see here. And thats the point i really want to make, never make comparisons or assumptions from what you see on social media. We are all battling with something ❤️