It wasnt good news unfortunately… The loss you feel after miscarriage is real. You get consumed by sadness, guilt, anger, thoughts of what if i did this or did that differently. Thoughts of what that pregnancy meant, the whole new life youd imagined in 9 months time, that has now gone. Its hard to explain the deep dark hole you fall in to and at the time, feel you will never leave. I have got through this through talking, surprisingly the biggest help has been from strangers on the internet. People who have been through this and come out of the other side. Because there is hope. And its so important to move forward whilst focusing on the light at the end of the tunnel, and not the darkness behind you. #ttc #ivfjourney #ivfuk #miscarriage #miscarriageawareness #pregnancylossawareness #thetravelmum