Dreaming of an Island Paradise

Some people dream of career success, some dream of big houses, fancy cars, occasional luxury holidays... All i want is a barefoot island life, surrounded by wildlife and coconuts, offering occasional medical care to anyone who needs me🤷🏼‍♀️🐢🦇🐞🐳🥥😝 . . It was my first day back at work in the hospital today, after two whole months off. The more time i spend experiencing new things, meeting new people from different walks of life - the more obvious it becomes that i was not created for a professional, stringent life in a hospital 😶 I love being a doctor, love learning new things, love helping sick people - absolutely HATE being forced to do things that make no sense to me. Hoop jumping because I’m told to. Having to constantly prove I’m a good doctor - constantly justifying myself and my life choices. I don’t know anyone else that has to go to work and justify their life choices to colleagues they barely know... not sure anyone else i know gets asked repeatedly how much they earn, when they plan to start a family, how they plan to sustain a family 🙄 Im almost at a point where i just say “You worry about your life and ill worry about mine 😂👌🏻” . . .