And you make it everyday āØ That first clip is from a ten minute video of me pouring my emotions out after leaving the home I had shared with the person I had spent the previous six years with. Itās be 365 days since I cried those tears and today was the first time I watched that video back. I said something I didnāt remember saying.. āThere are a million reasons why this sucks and there are a million reasons why this is sadā¦ but there is one reason that outweighs all of that. I needed to choose meā¦ This relationship was the last part of my life that I wasnāt choosing me.ā And truth be told I hadnāt really been choosing myself prior to this relationship. Iāve spent a lot of the last 365 days learning new ways I need to show up for myself and itās been beautiful, dark, silent, overwhelmingly difficult, vibrant, and so much more. My best friend looked at me the other day and said āI donāt even remember you in a relationshipā and I thought ādamn, Iāve done it, Iām me.ā Iām not done working, and I never will be, but taking this moment to reflect has shown me that listening to what I need will never be something I regret. I also wanted to say thanks to you all for letting me navigate it all in whatever way I needed too everyday. I didnāt always show the messy and sad moments but having yāall here to bring light into the darkness meant the world to me and still does š«¶š» Cheers to the people who Iāve met and gone on unforgettable adventures with in the last year, including the late night ramble sessions, you truly healed parts of me I know I couldnāt have on my own. Yāall were the magic I needed on this new journey ā¤ļøāØ #tra#travelgirla#travelinspirationsl#selfempowermentl#selfgrowthjourneyv#adventureinspiredveforyou #shetravelssolo #sheseestheworld #sheadventures
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