Life by Design: An Adventurous Journey

Had the epiphany the other day when someone asked me how long this “trip was” and I responded that I’ve been away from home since last fall, that I’m not on a trip. I’m on a lifestyle journey full of adventure, growth, self excavation, exploration, and travel, and I wished for, worked for, dreamed of, planned for, and chose this. This isn’t a trip. It’s life by design instead of just letting life happen to me. I was once riddled with regret. It’s gone. All of it. Now the biggest fear is that perhaps my dreams need to be much much bigger. That I’m capable of greatness beyond my wildest imagination. And that’s terrifying because I’ve done everything I’ve ever dreamed of, have no template of what’s next, have gone further than anyone relative before me, and have only myself to ask the deepest questions of or prove anything to. What’s next? Everything I never thought possible Where’s next? Anywhere 😉